Amity Schøff @amityschoff

SUNY Potsdam '20 💐🌹 R.S.S ❤ "Insist on your cup of stars"

Amity Schøff photos and videos

June 2019

@emilyfearnside Little girl finds gobie on sidewalk Little girl runs to tell her mommy who turns to look Christian yeets another one that exact moment Little girl returns gobie river...where it is now seen floating on the surface

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May 2019

My boy is back! I love you so much and I'm so glad you're home I love you ❤❤❤

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April 2019

Ugh this month better go by so fast. I miss you already. Be safe and don't get eaten by alligators. I love you so much ❤

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April 2019

"It's just taking time off of my feet, But my head instead is Going a hundered miles a beat"

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March 2019

George: Mission Tuna 🐈

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March 2019

Me: I'm gonna grow out my hair Also me: I'm bored let's cut it 💁

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February 2019

#nedaweek Eating disorders are real mental illnesses and are not vanity. It's having another person in your head that you right with every single day. And I literally mean it's someone else. You logically know you have to eat or you shouldn't binge and purge or you don't have to exercise to "earn" your 600 calories of the day. Yet someone else tells you you're pathetic if you don't. Ed has been this person I turn to for control. He makes me feel that with everything I've gone through this he is a constant. I listen to him and I do feel powerful...for a min then it's guilt and shame and more pain. A never ending spiral. But there is an end. I haven't gotten there and I haven't totally told Ed to f off yet but I'm getting there. It's a process. Everyday, every minute I argue with myself and some days are better than others. I didn't realize I was sick until 2 years ago even tho I had been since 8th grade. As an athlete I was active and fit so losing weight was attributed to output despite my below normal intake. Trust me being skinny isn't worth it if it destroys you. Sunken eyes, losing chunks of hair, bruises, bedwetting, anxiety, cold oh the cold and lost holidays. Hospitals aren't fun unless you enjoy having people describe your poop on charts, being locked in one hallway for weeks, and being forced to eat beyond tour capacity or else get a tube up the nose. So media says thin makes you happy but if this is the cost are you willing to pay? #anorexiarecovery #anaawareness #edrecovery #edawareness #fuckana #healthynotskinny #not1in5 #countblessingsnotcalories #anarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #recoverywarrior

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February 2019

Happy Valentine's day to my Brussell Sprout thanks for coming to the Dirty Dam to see me. I love you more 💜💜💜

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January 2019

My love 💜

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December 2018

My version of purrfection 🙊💖

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November 2018

Stella is literally the cutest creature I've ever seen #chinchillamom

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November 2018

Life's great: just sat doing chem for 3 hours still don't know what I'm doing, I'm out of refills on my meds but my doctor won't answer my call and I'm currently really hungry but...so yea break is soon

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September 2018

Rainy weather is essentially my mental state

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September 2018

Lucy's an Instagram model

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August 2018

Vinny where are you?

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July 2018

I've missed this girl like crazy! It's been over a year and a lot has changed but it friendship is stronger than ever. Thanks for driving 4 hours to the middle of nowhere Ashley ❤

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July 2018

"I can hear the earth and tectonic plates moving...its simple geometry" -Russell

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June 2018

I'm actually just a depressed hobo 🤷‍♀️

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June 2018

18 days is going to be so long w/out you 😭 but I'm glad we didn't get killed at that murdery motel. I know you'll have loads of fun at fort drum 😜 @russell4127

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May 2018

KiKi (aka The White Pig ) came to work with me today. Isn't she a beautiful specimen? #lovemydog #pawsofinstagram #oldeenglishbulldogge

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May 2018

"Im dropping out of college to become an Instagram model" -Ryan 😂

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May 2018

In the hands of Mother Nature #lakeontario #iamthe1000islands

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April 2018

I love my little town 💙🌊⚓️

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April 2018

Never fear the world. Let the world fear you. 🌏

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April 2018

Saw this on my drive through Watertown. Whatever gang this is I want in #killthemwithkindness

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February 2018

Hi papa I know you obviously aren't going to read this but yesterday marked a year since you left us. I just want you to know that there's not a day that goes by and I miss you so much. I honestly have no idea who I am anymore and I'm in a place I'm not proud of. I wish more than anything you could come back to us but I know you can't feel the pain anymore. You taught us so much about life: everything from gardening to loving your family above all else to doing what you love and never giving up. You never once gave up even in your last breaths. You told me to never let my fear make me give up. You said it's okay to be afraid because you were afraid, but you held it together because that's the man you were. I'm so afraid BECAUSE I gave up. I gave up because I just couldn't hold it together anymore and I don't want to be a disappointment to you so I'm trying to turn things around. You were my good ball and my role model. I miss you and our morning breakfast dates so so much. I wish I could just hear you call me babe one more time and give you a hug. I was there with you a year ago and I'll be with you again. Sleep well papa and fly high 💜

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February 2018

Excuse the low quality of THE EAGLES WON THE SUPERBOWL!!!

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January 2018

All smiles because the Eagles are going to the Super Bowl 🏈 #eaglesnation

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October 2017

Dear Papa, I love you so much and I don't think you ever knew exactly how much you meant to me. We finally had our "closure" today and said goodbye to your body but your soul will always be with us. I aspire to be half the person you were one day. I miss you so much more than words will ever describe. I'll miss being the little girl that climbed under the blankets to start pinching wars. I'll miss our Saturday morning pancakes. I'll miss you asking me how many boys I kissed in the closet at school and you telling me to take long walks off short docks and to take the dog with me. But most of all I'll miss the warmth and love you brought into our hearts. You were the anchor of our ship and for the past few months we have been drifting. I have been drifting. I'm so lost and I want you back but I know you aren't suffering anymore. I'll always be your babe and you'll always be my papa. I love you 💕🌷🕊

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October 2017

Time to get spooky #babadookshook 🎃 👻

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September 2017

Home is where the river is 🌊 ⚓️ #iam1000islands

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